Monday, May 3, 2010

A Night With Dancing With The Stars And Broccoli...How Gay Am I?

so here i sit watching dancing with the stars...just finished a fine meal of a cheese burger and broccoli questioning my manhood? i mean what hetro male that lives alone admits to watching dancing with the stars when playoff basketball is on? by the way go suns kill the spurs...back to the question ... i guess i do because for the life me i don't know why but here i sit...have you seen what these ladies are wearing or more importantly not wearing....holy shit...there is no way that there are women that look like that out there...and if there is when i become skinnier and vain watch the fuck out....

so i am still going strong on the life change plan...had a weigh in 2day...down 38 lbs total...almost at my first real goal of being in the 450s...how dumb does that sound getting excited about the possibility of weighing 450 frickin pounds...still working out not like a mad man yet but i have managed to add day and things seem to be getting easier for me to accomplish...now don't get the wrong idea they are taxing me so don't think i am slacking...i am just not getting as winded or sore any more thank god....jillian and bob would be so proud of me...now just need to get the mental thing in line and i my have a chance to be a complete man...nahhhhh...but maybe....

work, well that on the other hand has not been so easy...let me tell how retarded i am...what kind of idiot takes a check over the phone for $10k...well this idiot does...and guess what....you sitting down...thats right it FUCKING bounced...along with it bouncing which from the last time i saw it.. it is still going with little sign of slowing down...it took $600 out of my pocket and even worse in my eyes, i cost the company money and did not pay for myself last month...oh well i guess i need short memory...what was i talking about oh yea the hotties on dancing with the stars and how i am going to become a ballroom dancer...

for my last update i did in fact not get the promotion i put in for....i knew i was not going to get it...i think i even said in the last post somewhere...well i didn't and when i got the news man i did the usual dave bullshit i blew up and started fighting with my boss...i did not think i was going to handle the news that way...well after time to reflect about their decision i have come to the conclusion that once again they were right...fuck them...man that pisses me off more than the rejection...so now i am on the path of self awareness at work and i going to be totally selfish and concentrate on me and me alone...i need to make some frickin money and nobody is going to give it to me...i have been waiting...nothing....

so all in all i guess my life journey is chugging along at the speed that it supposed to be going...to me it is taking way to long but you can't rush perfection...because if you have to be a FAT WHITE BEARDED BALD MAN you would want to me because i am the best i have seen...as always good night and good luck.....